A few years ago, my hubs and I pondered about moving from our home of almost 30 years. We were motivated by a desire not to drive 30 minutes to various locations, when we could instead drive for 5 or 10 minutes, or even walk.
We viewed
semi-glorious semi-affordable homes on realty websites and imagined our lives
for the better. Then, after being whipped into insanity by our
imaginations, we'd plummet back to earth when we found out the property should be
condemned, due to cracked foundations or imploding roofs. We also
considered the actual physical work necessary for moving out of our home, i.e.,
massive junk-tossing, cleaning, repairing, and probable torching of basement
varmints. And we could possibly rupture one of our elderly vital organs
in the process. Not to mention, there's the glee of changing addresses
with the post office, changing phone numbers, and changing driver's
licenses. So now, we're thinking, mayyyybeee we'll just stay here for
awhile longer. I need a nap now.
Yeah,
staying put means being comfortable with the familiar and indulging in the
"unlabor" perks of our retirement. Okay, we're lazy.
And
as usual, the Lord put a twist on my circumstances. When I consider the
final and permanent "moving day" -- the day I die -- does that
prospect give me great joy? Or does it cause me to think, "it's
too much work to get ready. I'd rather just stay here."
Before
my salvation, I definitely wanted to stay here. I didn't want to
change my address from earth to whatever-I-thought-heaven-was (dull). I
didn't want to change anything about me, a/k/a sin behavior. I didn't
want to leave behind all my nifty stuff that I'd worked so hard to
accumulate.
"But
God"
... my favorite phrase ... He saved me, and now, I'm oh-so-ready to move, to
live with Him. There's no angst involved, because I don't really have to
DO anything to prepare for this move ... other than confess daily sin, which He
faithfully forgives (1 John 1:9). And every day, I find myself loosening
my tight hold on all my earthly stuff, because I can't take it with me (Ecclesiastes
5:10-15). I don't even want to, because what He has waiting for me
will make everything here look like wormy-dirt in comparison.
Thank You, my Jesus, that You have already cleaned up, dejunked, and uncondemned me. You have already prepared a place for me (John 14:3). This move will be instantaneous, with no effort on my part, because You are my professional "mover" (1 Thessalonians 4:16-17). Even though I'm still physically here, You tell me that I've already been permanently transferred to Your kingdom (Colossians 1:13). Anytime I allow myself to get antsy about the daily crud of life, please grab me with Your eternal perspective and make me remember that because You love me, you are taking permanent eternal care of me.
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